What is a "Heart"? If I tear open your chest, will I see it there? If I smash open your skull, will I find it there?
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Szeyi's the name. 15 this year, 16 the next. Presents welcome all year round.(:
I might, or might not like you but don't worry, I'm pretty much civil. Heehee. Enjoy ;)
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Thursday, August 26, 2010, 9:32 PM
I can't believe I posted that on Tumblr. Serious.Letter to my future boyfriend.
But I've wanted to do something like that for a long time actually (surprise surprise!)
I enjoyed doing it actually. Made me really really think through what I really wanted. But I wasn't sure if I was too fussy hahaha. O well. But it's downright honest. I know Pris & Cheryl would be surprised. Be amazeddd!
http://simplecomplicate.tumblr.com/
Next up: Future & Present Friends :)
Wednesday, August 25, 2010, 9:00 PM
It's sad when you really really need help but you know that the only person that can help chooses not to. You'll get so angry and so sad you feel like breaking. But then you'll tell yourself I can do this without you and smash whatever that was standing in your way. And then you'll realize something. You're strong enough to not need that excuse of a friend anymore. To all my past and future excuses of friends: Screw you.
To my present friends: Thanks for not being that part of that people which I said "Screw you" to. Have a happy wednesday!
Friday, August 20, 2010, 10:09 PM
This song is in Jap. It's for you guys (: Thanks for all of whatever you have done, ya know i can't really remember but yeah thanks :D English Translation below.To all the people who have supported me..
This heartfelt rhapsody goes out to you
To send you my feelings of appreciation
Thank you...I really thank you
Wherever you may be,
I'm grateful for you
When the town was dyed red with twilight,
I found myself casually strolling the streets
As evening comes, more people come and go,
And I stopped for a moment
My cell phone went off, as though to fill
This gap that opened up in my heart
You are not alone, for you see
We all will support one another...
One day now
When I was feeling troubled,
And frightened of the future
You were there, though you said nothing
You softly reached out your hand to me
My sadness diminished to one-half
My happiness swelled twice over
If our places were reversed,
I promise that I will come rushing to your side
[refrain]
Far away, far away, no matter how far you are
Within the time that flows by
The memories of the times we spent together
Will never ever disappear
I won't cry; to my family, and girlfriend
And all the people I've come to know
Thank you...because of you
I can step out with confidence
Nobody can go on living just on their own
We each take care of one another
And talk it over when we misunderstand each other
I wanna throw my head back and laugh together
And yet why do we sometimes insult each other
And hurt one another
I love you so much it's almost silly
It's a little embarrassing, but I really mean it
[refrain]
Maybe everyone's unusually shy
And face-to-face, it's so hard
To say anything
You actually wanna say something
But something gets in the way, and you play it off
On occasion we should let it all out
For in words there resides a strange power
It's so easy, I'll start it off
We can do it
I will be there
Just forever
Just like you were there for me
I will be there
Just forever
Just like you were there for me
[refrain x2]
Thursday, August 12, 2010, 6:48 PM
!@##%$#@% FINALLY GOT THE MIXPOD UP. Stupid thing. Almost give up.Came home pretty early today but my brother at home so couldn't hog the computer :(
Nevermind. Bah. Boring now. Delvina enjoying herself in Langkawi now, lucky. At least school is still not so boring. Going for CCA tomorrow weeeee but I really have to remember to bring pe attire.
Kinda happy we talked. But I know it's not going to be the same anymore. Kinda obvious. :C
But better then nothing.
Saturday, July 31, 2010, 4:53 PM
ONCE UPON A TIME, A WOMEN GOT IMPREGNATED BY A BOTTLE OF HELIUM. NINCE MONTHS LATER, JUSTIN BIEBER WAS BORN.COINCIDENCE? I THINK NOT.
Hahaha I saw that somewhere. I just had to post it. Too funny.
Friday, July 30, 2010, 9:26 PM
Alright. So long ever since I wrote something for the public. Not sure how to start."HEY GUYS!!!" *waves* Hehehe.
Nothing much actually today except for some
Then during chinese class Del and Josiah convinced themselves I was possessed cause i kept doing random things like air-cutting my hair. And rocking my chair. I was trying to do the.. you know, rocking chair effect haha. Then they said "Possessed." Felt like I kenna stamped on my forehead with this huge red stamp "POSSESSED. SINGS AND ROCKS CHAIRS. STAY AWAY."
O.O
Odd. *giggles hee hee hee hee*
Gnight B)
Monday, July 26, 2010, 9:43 PM
AHEM AHEM TESTING. Wanna see how the posts look like.